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holy fucking shit i havent updated this in foreverrrrr!
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so this is odd,
the painful realization
that all has gone wrong
and nobody cares at all
nobody cares at all
you buried all your lover's clothes
burned the letters lover wrote
it doesnt make it any better
does it make it any better?
and the plaster dented from your fist
in the hall where you had your first kiss
it reminds you that the memories will fade...
well...i must say that i am terribly sorry for not updating in like, 3096845934524938 days and a lot has happened since the last time that i updated...
me and carla were sitting on the bikes in the weight lifting room like 5 minutes beforing lifting started for softball, and some random kid came up us and started talking to carla. having the ADD that i do, i didnt notice that carla was sitting there, fidgeting and speaking in two word phrases to this kid because i was like, looking around, staring at the ceiling. i had no idea that carla didnt know the kid until she shook his hand and he asked for her name, then he turned to me, quickly stuck out his hand and asked for my name...feeling extremely bombarded and somewhat disgusted, i shook his hand and said "hi, im jill..." and he was like "Jill? okay, cool!! its nice to meet you!!!" he walked away and me and carla laughed at him for like 20 minutes. However, if i knew at this point in time that i would later be attacked by "heyyy jillllll!!!" and "jill! whats up??", oh, and my favorite, "heyy!" *winks seductively* by this kid otherwise known as "Joel" in the hallway everyday, then i would never have given him my name in the first place...
hmmm...well ive decided that mr.steele is the biggest f ucking asshole that i have ever met in my entire life. yes, most definetly. i guarantee you that he'll make me cry AGAIN this year. yes. i did say AGAIN because he made me cry once. infront of the whole class. and all the guys that love to make fun of me and my manliness ((chris schneider, eddy ehlen, aaron johnson, kyle carney))...being the incredibly forgiving and generous person that i am, i decided to forgive him for making me cry and embarassing the hell out of me. Today was another story...me and rachel ellis were jc in the library with the class working on the powerpoint projects over imperialism and since we were both done, we were talking and stuff and seeing how static-y i could make my hair. after about 2-3 minutes of rubbing my hair in between my hands and making it go crazy, me and rachel were laughing really hard and i turn around casually to see a pissed off Mr. Steele point to me and motion for me to come over, then he mouths "and rachel" and so i grab her, and we slowly walk over to mr. steele while the only thing that is running through my mind is "oh shit oh shit oh shit" and so we walked over there and he started acting like such an ass and quizzing me and rachel about the project and once he was done with us, we walked away and i was pissed as hell, i could have shot himmmm, omfgggg
this weekend was amazing! ahh yesss...hung out with clinton on friday night, then again on sunday afternoon! it was f uckin awesome b/c i missed him soooo much! when i first saw him i got so excited b/c i forgot how hot he was. i got into the car and was like "CLINTON!!!!! OMFG!!!! I MISSED YOU!!!" and i was really happy! he looked extremely hot with a backwards hat, "gages" in his ears ((as maggie would call them)), and his cute little black etnies shoes. so we got out of his car once we got to his house and i definetly forgot how tall he was and i freaked out when he stood up at 6'4", but i love himmm!!
<3333
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[24 Nov 2004|11:52am] |
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S U R V E Y
1) pierce your nose or tongue? nose
2) be serious or be funny? funny
3) drink whole or skim milk? skim
A R E Y O U
4) simple or complicated? simple
D O Y O U P R E F E R
5) flowers or angels? flowers, i guess...?
6) grey or gray? as in spelling? gray
7) color or black-and-white photos? black-and-white
8) lust or love? lust
9) sunrise or sunset? sunset
10) M&Ms or Skittles? skittles
11) rap or rock? rock
12) staying up late or waking up early? staying up late
13) TV or radio? tv
15) eating apples or oranges? oranges
A N S W E R T R U T H F U L L Y
16) Do you have a crush? yes
17) Who is it? like im actually going to say
D O Y O U P R E F E R
18) being hot or cold? hot
19) tall members of the opposite sex? yessss!
20) sun or moon? sun
21) emeralds or rubies? emeralds
22) left or right? left, most definetly
23) having 10 acquaintances or 1 best friend? 10 aquaintances
24) sun or rain? sun
25) vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream? chocolate
26) boys or girls? boys
27) green beans or carrots? eww sick
28) low fat or fat free? fat free
M I S C E L L A N E O U S
29) What is your biggest fear in the world? getting my teeth knocked out
30) Kids or no kids? kids
31) Cat or dog? dog
32) Half empty or half full? half full
33) Mustard or ketchup or mayo? mustard
34) Hard cover books or soft cover books? who the hell made this question...?
35) Newspaper or magazine? magazine
36) Sandals or sneakers? sandals
37) Wonder or amazement? amazement
38) Red car or white car? red
39) happy and poor or sad and rich? sad and rich
40) Singing or dancing? both! im an amazing dancer, let me tell you...
41) Hugging or kissing? kissing
42) Corduroy or plain? plain
43) Happy or sad? happy
44) Purple or green? purple
45) Blondes, brunettes? brunettes
A B O U T Y O U
What time is it? noon
Nicknames: llij, jillian, or ashleys favorites: jilltacious, jillicious, jillisaurus
Names and ages of siblings? kati-17
Number of candles that appeared on your last birthday cake? 15
Date that you regularly blow them out: november 20th
Pets: none
Eye color: brown
Hair color: brown
Piercing(s): double-pierced ears and my left cartilage
W H A T D O Y O U W A N T
Where do you want to live? california or florida
How many kids do you want? 6
What kind of job do you want? pediatrician
Do you want to get married? yes
W H I C H I S B E T T E R
2 doors or 4 (on a car)? 2
Coffee or ice cream? ice cream
Shampoo or conditioner? conditioner
Bridges or tunnels? bridges
One pillow or two? two
W O R D A S S O C I A T I O N (first thing that comes to mind)
Rock? taking back sunday
Green? jerome
Crying? something corporate's "Konstantine"
Peanut? softball games
Roses? love
Summer? hot guys
Winter? christmas
F A V O R I T E S
Salad dressing? low-fat ranch
Color of socks? white
Toothpaste? mint
Toothbrush? electrical
Alcoholic drink? do i look over 21?
Non-alcoholic drink? sprite
Cartoon characters? rocko's modern life..hells yeah
R A N D O M Q U E S T I O N S
Who is your best friend? i dont have one bestfriend
When was your last hospital check-in? 3rd grade, breaking my toe...aww yeyuh
Where do you see yourself in 10 years? hopefully getting married and out of school
Have you ever been convicted of a crime? umm...maybe...
What do you do most often when you are bored? talk to people online
Name the person that you are friends with that lives the farthest away from you? sean
Are you open minded? definetly
Can you be in love with two people at the same time? no
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we will be back someday
and this awkward kiss that tells of other people's lips
will be of service
to keeping you away
i heard about your regrets
i heard that you were feeling sorry
i heard from someone that you wish you could set things right between us
i guess i should have heard of them from you
i guess i should have heard of them from you
dont you see, dont you see
that the charade is over?
and all the best deceptions and clever cover story awards
Go To You?
so kiss me hard, cause this will be the last time that i let you
we will be back someday
and the awkward kiss that screams of other people's lips
will be of service to keeping you away, to keeping you away
im waiting for blood to flow to my fingers,
ill be alright when my hands get warm
ignoring the phone, id rather say nothing,
i'd rather you never heard my voice,
youre calling too late,
too late to be GRACIOUS
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i know i'll be fine on my own
i never said dont go
Don't Go
ive hidden a note its pressed between pages
that you've marked to find your way back
it says
does he ever get the girl?
but if the pages stay pressed, the chapters unfinished
the stories too tough to unfold
does he ever get the girl?
the space between the coffin
im buried alive
im dying here just to be safe
I'm Dying Here
just to be safe...
I N e v e r S a i d G o o d b y e
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another lonely night in amsterdam
the stars were coming out in waves
and i miss my miss america from park hotel
but im too stoned to call today
when everything you wanted
is hard to hide behind your lies
and im locked in my hotel room
turning over our goodbyes...
i will write this down for you
so you can read it
i will hold my breath for you
til i cant feel it
another lonely night in amsterdamn
the water moving through the sound
all the blood thats boiling through my veins
and the food i cant keep down
and i dont care if you dont love me
and i dont care if you dont change
i could live inside the shadow that i cast for you
if it meant that you would stay
and ill be home before the morning comes
you wont have to alone...
you wont have to see me this way
cause this way im okay
i will write this down
oh love, im tangled up again,
oh love, when does this twisting end?
when does this twisting end?
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| I LUST For Something Corporate. |
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HOLY SHIT!!!! something corporate and dashboard confessional lastnight was absolutely amazingggg!!!!! i hope youre ready for this insanely long entry, because i know torie's excited for it...yes you are tor!
me, my sister and her friend went to the concert at 6:00, right when the doors opened and the line was sooo incredibly long to get in! it only took like, 15 minutes though, so it wasnt bad...we got in and there were already tons of people in there and we waited like, 30 minutes in like just to get t-shirts! and i got two and i wore my red one that says "SOMETHING CORPORATE" on it, and im wearing my gray on that has a van with something corporate written on it some time this week! aww yeyuh! so when we got through all of that, it took us like, 20 minutes for us to find 3 seats in a row! when we got our seats, my sister was sitting to my left, and so really random girl to my right. that girl was weird as shit, no jokeee...her nails were like, 3 inches long and they were her real nails and they werent fake. she had long blonde hair that was frizzy, blue eye liner, a shirt that said "No One Died When Clinton Lied" which makes me wonder why the hell anyone would pay for such a gay ass shirt, and boy did she look cool with a beer in her left hand, and her right hand pointing towards the stage as she belted out every note to something corporate's "Hurricane", well i guess i cant blame her for singing along with them because it's not like i wasnt doing it too :/ well, before the concert, i noticed some bitchy looking teenage girls leaning psychotically over the railing of the lowest risers section to the left, and they kept surprisingly quiet as they were flirting with clutch, one of the guitarists from something corporate!!!!!! omfg i was so pissed that they met him and got pictures with him, i could have killed them! so when the lights turned off at 7:30 sharp, you cant imagine how f ucking loud everyone got, knowing that soco was just about to come on. 5 people ran onto the stage and into their places and i didnt see andrew and so i was like wtfff if he doesnt come out right now, im gonna f uckin kill someone. (( wow..that sounded really psychotic)) and so i hear andrews beautiful voice come out over the microphone and a spotline was shining onto him but wth? i didnt recognize him...probably because he cut his beautiful, long blonde shag and died it black, and i must say, i was VERY disappointed in him, because his hair was the hottest thing i have ever seen! the first song they played was "Only Ashes" off of their cd 'North', and it was amazing!! i got so excited my adrenaline was going crazy and i kept screaming bloody murder for andrew because he was so hot, i could have raped himmmm! being surrounded by a lot of osu students, they found me to be a bit too obsessive of something corporate, im not really sure why they would think that though? so what i was screaming every single word of every single song they ever wrote? and who cares if i was the only person standing in my section screaming "I LOVE YOU ANDREW!!!!!!!!!!!!", its okay. i promise im fine :) i had a ton of fun singing "F UCK YOU JORDAN F UCK YOU JORDAN" in soco's song "If u C Jordan" because for some reason i wanted to take advantage of the only time it was okay to scream the word "f uck" in public. ohh yesss! after singing a few songs, andrew was like "well, we were just talking earlier, and i was thinking how cool it would be to start a huge f uckin wave, so we're going to start over here *points to our side* and work are way around. okay.....GO!" *wave starts moving and looks awesome* andrew: "i dont see it, but i hope somethings going on....ohh there it is! yeahhh!!!!" *crowd goes wild and claps* andrew is the highlight of my entire life. before they left, andrew stood on the piano and started pounding on the keys with his fists and elbows and for the grand finale, he pushed over the piano!!! OmFg!! i was soooo crazy!!! i dont think ive ever screamed that much in my lifeee! and i def. think that before the night was over, people around me were getting pissed that i was so loud and obnoxious, well...my advice is that you should never sit next to me at a something corporate concert unless you want to go deaf :D once soco got off the stage, i was sad to see them leave, but excited for dashboard!the intermission was like, 1/2 an hour and when they came on i was so happy! at first they played a lot of new songs that i didnt know and so i just sat there, watching the mosh pits and crowd surfing. once they started playing songs i knew, i went crazy because they are sooooo good in concert! after like 5 songs, we were getting tired of the 5 five college guys infront of us screaming all the words to the soft songs and ruining them by laughing and putting their arms around eachother like fags...so we decided to do something that would probably get us in a shitload of trouble if we were caught...we snuck onto the floor!!! im not really sure how it worked, but it did! when we got out there, we ran into the mob of people and some random guy that was like, 6'4" picked me up and like, set me on his shoulder trying to get me to crowd surf!!! i was SOOOO scared! and so i was like "no!!! put me down!!! OMG!!!!!!" and so i grabbed his shirt and held on for dear life and i think i might have ripped it a little bit, lol oops? well, the bastard finally set me down, after scaring the shit out of me and i was relieved... we left the concert a like 2-3 songs early because my sister wanted to stop by her friend's house on campus.
well, after today, its safe for me to say that my ASC class is crazy...theres michael colbert, some kid named conrad, austin molter, nik makua, devin kiehborth ((wow..i suck at spelling!)) kaitlyn kover, dan matrka, me and raouf...ohh geez... today i was just sitting in my seat like i always do, trying to figure out my impossible geometry homework and then...
nik: "I BUY ALL OF MY GUM OFF OF EBAY!! HAHAHA!!!!" *cackles deep and fast*
and...
colbert: "...yeah and so i told him i'd give im $20.00 to suck my dick!" *the whole class starts laughing*
wow.
-- yesss...today was like a monday, but tomorrow is like a FRIDAY!!! HELL YESSSS!!! omgggg im soo excitedd b/c im supposed to hang out with jamie & elias, clinton, jamal & jerri, jill & meghan!! :D :D :D i cant waittt!!
this past weekend was my birthday the 20th, and my bestfriend jill's birthday the 21st!! yeahhh! we're both 15! :D jill is the the most amazing person i have ever met :) i love you jill!
~well, all i can say is thank god that this entry is over b/c its taken me like, 2 hours to do...
<3 love youuu!
((just letting you know, if i dont get atleast 2-3 comments on each entry by different people, im going to stop writing in here b/c im getting pissed b/c im taking so much of my time by doing this, thankkksss))
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shake down, you make me break,
for goodness sake
i think im on the edge of something new with you
shout out down drown the sound,
ill drown you out.
You'll Never Scream So Loud.
well, i decided to write another livejournal entry because so many people told me that they loved my last one that i made thursday night!
lastnight i didnt know what to do b/c a few different people were asking me to do something, but i ended up going to see the incredibles with jamal! it was by far the worst movie i have ever seen in my entire life...
me and jamal walked in and i saw linde and she came up to me and hugged me, shes such a sweetheart! then we went in and it was packed with people and i hear "hey jill!" and i looked down and it was rob! i said hey back and not being able to find seats, me and jamal had to sit in the front row..ohh yes! we definetly felt cool, but we saw morgan, kelly, brett and brennan sitting in the front row too, so we went to go sit with them, and i told jamal that i was sitting next to bren, and he wasnt :) so we sat down, brennan said hey, and had his back to me the whole time talking to brett, oh well i guess? we started watching the movie and were sooo bored, so joey quinn came over and sat with us and we talked like, the whole time and i must say that he is by far the funniest person that i have ever met in my entire life. i was laughing so hard i started to cry! so when it was about half way through the movie, i think i was pissing off brennan and brett by my disgusting cackle of a laugh, so they moved down another seat, making me feel like a complete idiot, so i shut up for a while... so me , joey and jamal were sitting there talking and there were these younger kids sitting behind us and joey leaned in and was like "oh my god, do you hear that kid chewing his gum?" *does imitation with a funny face* so me and jamal start laughing sooo hard! then like, 15 minutes later, he was like "now mr.hood behind us is chewing so loud." *me and jamal look back to see this little, boney kid staring at the movie, chomping on his popcorn with his hood up* and i laughed so hard i snorted, and then jamal made fun of me, oh goddd. then joey was like "look at duff, hes sitting alone" and he was like "im gonna go over there and be like, duff, f uck you!!" and me feeling bad as usual, i told him not to because thats so mean, but he did anyway and me and jamal watched him do it and we saw duff's hand go up to hit joey and we started laughing soo hard, but i still felt really bad, so i kinda sunk in my chair so that he hopefully wouldnt see me... before the damn movie was over, me, joey and jamal decided to go to applebees but they are so gay b/c they wont let kids in there after 10:00 PM and it was 10:15 god damn it, so we basically walked there, then i saw chelsea and screamed "JILL!!!!!!!!" and ran up to me and hugged me! i loveee her! and i looked straight ahead, and lee was walking with kelsey *gags* i love kelsey, but lees another story, and if you havent read morgan mishler's profile, you probably should :D so after that, we just walked around and stuff, and it was lindsay heller's birthday and i was planning on telling her happy birthday, but i didnt because she and erika smith never talk to me, and dont even say hey, so im not gonna say hey. its not like i havent known them since like, 6th grade...we were all waiting outside to get picked up and people kept leaving and i was the last girl there with adam morris, joey, brett, scott, max and jamal...yepp! so then jamal left with adam and i was there with joey, brett, scott and max. feeling extremely awkward because joeys basically the only one i really know, he read my mind...
joey: "so is it awkward for you when im the only person here you know?"
me: "yeah, basically."
~today is saturday, november 20th...which means im 15! yessssss!! this is the best weekend ever b/c im going to the ohio state vs. michigan game today, im going out tonight, then tomorrow will be the best day of my life....
SOMETHING CORPORATE AND DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL AT VALUE CITY ARENA @ 7:30...OMFG I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS FOREVER!! :D :D :D :D :D
<3 love youuu!!
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well well, will you look who's dying now
slit wrists and sleeping with the girl next door,
what a disgrace you are.
i am terribly sorry that i have been so neglectant towards my livejournal! but it seems as if the wait is over...here is the much anticipated arrival of my new livejournal entry for November 18th, 2004. awww yeyuh!
i definetly havent updated this since october 23rd and today is november 18th! i always think of funny stuff i want to put in here throughtout the day, but when it comes time to write, i never remember...hmmm....
well, last weekend was fun because on friday, i went to the movies with lee, kristin, jill, morgan, kelly, and jamal which was fun even though we saw polar express. me and lee kept laughing at this kid in the movie that was all f ucked up and it was hilarious. when me and lee walked out of the movies alone, there were these two 8th grade guys standing outside and we walked past them and one yelled "smack that ass!" which surprised me and kinda pissed off lee..oh well i guess...
saturday night, i went to what turned out to be scioto's final game of the 2004 season :/ my mom took me to meghan's house and it took us forever to get there because for some reason we were on like..hard road near chelsea's house or something? and meghan lives in wyandotte woods and i dont even know...but my mom was throwing the f word out every 5 seconds to me because she said that it was such a hassle having to drive me everywhere because i "cant make friends at jerome" and i "cut off and exclude everyone at my school from becoming friends with me" according to her, blah blah blah...she can definetly kiss my ass as far as im concerned:) so i finally got to meghans house, and looking adorable as usual, meghan came down the stairs to say hello and invite me up to her room to get ready with kristin before we went. she told me that jamal was in the living room watching the OSU game. i didnt want to get in their way while they were getting ready and i barely know them, and i was worried they would think i was like, listening into their conversations and being nosey or whatever have you, so i decided to chizill with jamal in the living room. i walked in there and hes sitting on the couch, leaning towards the TV intently watching the game. That's my Jamal. always so intrigued by football. not taking one eye off the tv, he greeted me with a quick "hey!" with his eyes still locked on the screen. we waited for about 5 minutes, then we left and when we got there, i saw lee walking and i ran up to him and scared him so bad. :) i walked to the kilbourne side with him so he could find some girl "angela" that he used to like or something? i have no clue...but we couldnt find her, so we walked back to the scioto stands and there were probably 10-15 people already sitting up there, so i was really scared that i was going to trip up the bleachers and have all of the scioto people think i was a complete loser, so i took them slow...right, left, right, left...and i hear my phone ringing so i stop and pick it up and it was miss tess patridge calling me! i was soo excited! i didnt even know that she was going to be there, but she called and was like "jill! its tess! look up a little bit..." *waves to me from the stands, i wave back* so i walked up to her, worried that rob would be watching and would be like "wtf..why are you talking to my sister?" but its fine b/c me and tess are pretty tizight:) i talked to her for a little, then i went up to sit with lee and it was so unbelievably cold. i swear my toes were 5 minutes from frost bite. ohh yes, it really does feel lovely though! me and lee were so cold that we were like, sitting on top of eachother because we thought we were going to dieee! then about 15-20 minutes of sitting there, we decide to walk down to get something to eat, i stand up and nearly loose my balance because from my knees down, it was completely numb and i was seriously scared that there would be something wrong with me b/c i was so cold. teeth chattering, shaky-handed, and numb-legged, i walked down the bleachers and around near where the food was..ohh geez. with about 4ish minutes left in the game, lee left and i was sitting in the bleachers alone, feeling extremely cool sitting with a ton of people i didnt know, not saying a word, hell yesss! i know its very attractive! when it finally came time to leave, morgan waved for me to go with her and kristin...we walked to this sub restaurant place and we walk in all frozen, and i look to my left, only to see a huge, gray-haired man staring back at me. it was definetly Mr.Warning from grizzell..wow. after we left, morgan's parents were there..so we went around the back and squeezed into the car and i felt really bad because my fat ass was literally crushing little kristin! :/ we got to morgan's house and she gave my ashlee simpson cd that i left there on homecoming night, lol. i called my mom to pick me up and i really wanted her to hurry because i felt bad being there when i dont really know morgan that well and i was just standing at her front door as people kept coming into the mishler's house. Mrs.mishler is adorable, she remembered my name and everything and she was talking to me and shes so sweet! so then my parents eventually got there and i left!
~well, for all of you that havent already heard, me and lee are no longer going out! oh well i guess? he dumped me monday night and asked out kelsey leverington on tuesday night! ohh yess, this makes me feel good about myself most definetly! :)
now that im writing this entry, i realized that i absolutely have to say something about miss ashley dun because she is without a doubt the most amazing person i ahve ever met in my entire life!!
ashley: POW!
me: pow?
ashley: yeah, i punched you in the face
~ashley, you are wonderful, love!
my 15th birthday is on saturday, the 20th and i am sooo excitedd! im going to the OSU vs. michigan game! then sunday is the day that i have been waiting for forever...SOMETHING CORPORATE AND DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL!!!!! OMFG HELL YESS!!!
<3 love youuu!
((my new sn is: brilliantsuicide))
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well, i have come to the conclusion that my livejournal is making me more popular than i was before. today is saturday, and the last time i wrote here was monday and im already getting yelled at for not keeping it updated...well torie, carrie, maggie, the wait is over!
~thursday was our last game... and im kind of glad, but sad...on wedsnesday, we had to wear white shirts that said "Dublin Jerome Cheerleading" on them and i wore a white one that said "DJHS Cheerleader" and so i owe her 2 1/2 hours because of it! all i was thinking was ((w h a t t h e f u c k)) so that pissed me off a ton...and i felt really bad for rachel ellis because she broke her toe in the morning before school and she couldnt cheer at the game, and she cant cheer in the competition on the 30th :(
~so we were standing in our chant lines and i looked back at claire and smiled and:
Claire: "what if there was a cussing cheerleading squad?"
*does cussing cheerleading squad imitation with motions and everything*
Claire: "SUCK IT, SUCK IT, EAT IT BITCH!!!"
* i start laughing hysterically*
~~omg claire...i love youuuu!
~lastnight was definetly interesting...i went to sciotos game and addi, jill, and morgan met me at the gates and they all hugged me! theyre so sweet. so we went inside and just walked around and talked to some people for a while until it kind of felt like someone was looking at me, so i looked to my right and-- rob. i gasped a little bit, and turned towards erin and started to cry..yeah...i cried, and it wasnt embarassing or anything! so erin was like "omg! aww jill! dont cry! im sorry! its okay, dont worry about!" and she hugged me and addi and chelsea came over and i talked to them. i finally got myself together and we went up to the bleachers and i was soo nervous to go up there because everyone sits up there and i didnt want anyone staring at me when i walked up there, so being as cool as i am, i slowly took each step up the bleachers and about 1000 stairs later, i reached the top and sat down with addi and jill and then i saw duff sitting a few seats down and he looked up and smiled, then said something about me and jill which made a few guys look up at us. then jill got him to come up and say hey, so he did and we talked for a little bit, then me, addi and jill went down again and talked to people and i saw kelsey weidinger and kelsey leverington there! i talked to them and i saw brennan, walking with liam patridge under his arm and i was like "hey brennan!" and he was like "hey jill, you see this? this is tight!" *points to liam*....liam: "hey jill!"~ liam= bff so we went back up in the stands and i sat with duff and he kept being so mean to me! ohh geezzz :)we talked for a while and someone kept throwing shit at us and i got hit once, and almost got hit by a bottle by rob...thanks, bitch! so then jamal came over and talk to us and we talked for a few minutes, then me and alex went back down to walking around and i really dont remember what happened next, lol i hate the worst memory. the whole night i was freezing my ass off b/ci had no idea that it would be that cold! so i was all excited b/c i was wearing my long-sleeved, blue abercrombie & fitch shirt with my hollister jeans and belt! but i had no jacket and now addi's dad hates me because he was like "jill, wheres your jacket?" and i was like "oh, i dont have one" and her mom was like "arent you cold?" and i was like "ohh..haha...not really, no" and her dad gave me a stare like he was going to kill me for like, 2 minutes and i felt really uncomfortable...
today my sister took me to easton and we went into XXI and she got this uglyyyy black skirt and in the windows, i noticed that their "manakins" ((or so i thought)) looked awfully life-like...
me: whoa! their manakins look so real!
*manakin blinks*
me: WHAT THE F UCK!?!
*2 people stare at me and whisper..*
me: sorry...
kati: theyre real people, just standing in there.
ummm...since when are manakins real people? im not sure, but all i know is that i was scared as shittt
today i was sooo excited for jamie to come home from ireland on sunday and jaymie told me that he wont be back until monday at 1 a.m. and he wont be at school monday! ughhh im soo mad!
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okay...im definetly not re-writing all of this shit that i just spent 2 hours typing b/c my f uckin computer deleted it all, so i just decided that im going to write some amazing quotes by brennan that he just said like...2 minutes ago on the phone...
*after a long silence*
brennan: I'm tired, you little nigger.
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me: OMG BRENNAN!!! MY F UCKIN COMPUTER JUST DELETED MY WHOLE ENTIRE LIVEJOURNAL ENTRY OMG!!!!!
*i go into hysterics, i start crying and i slam my fist onto the table and keep crying*
brennan: omg jill, youre so f uckin gay, ill just call you back when youre okay...
me: IUDJNJSDNSJKN!!!!!! omg no! dont leave! im fine omg ughhhh!! im fine!
brennan: okay, im just going to sit the phone down and you tell me when youre done.
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*i start talking in a low man voice that torie hates*
me: oh, okay brennan!
brennan: whoa! holy shit! okay, KATI! you just sounded exactly like your sister!
((i love how brennan knows my sister so well that he knows specifically how she talks and everything!))
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*brennan starts chugging a capri-sun into the phone*
me: eww brennan, wtf! thats sick, can you please not chug into the phone?
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brennan: heyyy gracie!
me: ewww gracie is soo gross!
brennan: omfg jill, dont get me started! gracie will f uck you up!\
me: hahahahaha
brennan: yeah, she sleeps in my bed with me and she just rips ass all the time! her farts smell soo bad
me: ewwwwww! sickk! well, i guess its okay b/c shes the only girl you'll get to sleep with.
**hangs up on me**
awwww yeyuh...
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me: brennan, what year were you born again?
*replys with his typical answer*
brennan: dont worry about it!
me: no really, what year were you born in? i forgot.
brennan: 1975.
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*after another long silence*
brennan: BITCH!
me: what? why?
brennan: idk.
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brennan: bitch, ass, motherf-cker.
me: why...?
brennan: idk!
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me: haha, that sucks you were born in 1990!
brennan: jill! omg! i wasnt born in 1990!
me: what? then when were you born?
brennan: 1946! i invented the lightbulb!
me: oh.....my.....god.
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brennan: yeah, i was friends with henry ford!
me: what? who the hell is that?
brennan: omggg youre a f uckin nig! i hate you!
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me: im getting off the phone with you in 3 minutes.
brennan: what? why?
me: because im tired!
brennan: youre a little vagina nig!
~i must say, hes getting very creative.
*****wow, im definetly just now realizing how much i love brennan james heigel*****
im not really sure what it is with some guys and my ass, but something is going on, i can tell you that much....
GmSChEeRLeAdiNg2: jaymie grabbing my ass...wow
E gUiTaR: lol i bet u liked that
E gUiTaR: i think im gonna have to get my turn tomorrow
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H0LYr0LL3r: DUDE!!!
H0LYr0LL3r: ur ass is freakin AMAZING!
H0LYr0LL3r: well after touchin it
GmSChEeRLeAdiNg2: haha, whats so amazing about it?
H0LYr0LL3r: lol
H0LYr0LL3r: well although it looks freakin amazing it feels the same too
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J 0M9: shes got a phat ass
J 0M9: its almost like urs
J 0M9: except urs is jus so nice she cant keep up
J 0M9: lol
GmSChEeRLeAdiNg2: hahaha lol
J 0M9: i mean damn its not fair for other girls ur ass is like damn and no one has one like it
*an hour and a half later*
J 0M9: OMG guess what!!!
GmSChEeRLeAdiNg2: what?
J 0M9: ur hott
GmSChEeRLeAdiNg2: hahaha lol that was random as helllll
*even later*
J 0M9: Lyl! goodnight
J 0M9: dont let the bed bugs bite
J 0M9: ur awesome ass
hmmm...they def. have me confused with kelsie neeley!
so yeah, im sure of it. im in loveeee with jaymie and jamie!
E gUiTaR: woah i was trying to spell kool and i typed jill
E gUiTaR: isnt that like carazy
E gUiTaR: haha if it looks like i keep lookin at u in school
E gUiTaR: i probably am
E gUiTaR: so just to let u kno
~ohh baby! ;)
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im terribly sorry i havent updated this for almost a week...ive had so much shit to do and i have no time to do anything anymore...*sigh*
~homecoming is on saturday! thats 5 days! im soo excited, but im really scared that morgan and kelly and all of the other girls are going to look so much cuter than me and theyre going to think im a loser :( so i guess we're going to morgan's before to take pictures and stuff...then we're going to La Scala to eat, and off to scioto for the dance! then afterwards, we're going back to morgan's for an after party! i cant wait-- but im going to feel like such an idiot because i dont really know morgan at all and im gonna be at her house and everything...idkkk, maybe im freaking out too much. im soo worried that rob's going to leave me and i wont be with anyone and ill get lost or something. im sad for jamal since hes not going and i wanted to see him there! however, i want to go to scioto's homecoming game the night before, on friday! but idk if i am for sure because i really dont know who i'd go with and i think im starting to really annoy rob...
--this past week was a bitch, i can tell you that much! after the shittiest interim ive ever had, i had to make-up my essay that i forgot to do on my modern world history quiz, ughh! so i was sitting there in the library at this table with a sign that said "social studies" written on it, waiting for mr.steele to get there to give me another essay question. i was soo nervous because i definetly didnt study like he told me to because i was busy working on a project thing that i had to do in HIS CLASS, so i had double the work! awesomeee! so anyway, i was sitting at the table waiting for him and there was just me and this weird kid that i think was a sophmore in there... i tried not to look him in the eye for fear that he would smile at me or start talking to me. well, you know how sometimes you feel like youre being watched? well, i did, and i was. i looked up at this fag and he smiled and said "hi, what are you here for?" and i was soo weirded out i just said "i have to make up an essay." really quickly and he said
"ohh! i see youre making up social studies, are you a frosh?" and as if me making up social studies had ANYTHING at all to do with me being a freshmen, i replied "yeah, i am, im not sure if we're supposed to be talking or not so we should probably stop..."-- like i actually knew if we were allowed to be talking or not, pshh! i really didnt mean to come off bitchy, but that kid was weird as f uck, no doubt about that... thank god i heard a door open like, 2 seconds later, so i looked up, and walking in was mr.steele, all buff and shit, looking all pissed off for having to walk downstairs to give me my quiz. that sucks. so i read the question after he took forever to write it out... "what were the governments of greece and rome? explain each. what were their influences on the united states/world?"...ummm are you f uckin kidding me? its all pretty simple, now that i think about it. but i had no clue at all what they were because like i said, i didnt study. so i sat there with him for like, 7 minutes, to be exact. and he hinted to me what they were...omg i love himmmm! he can be a real dick sometimes, but hes awesome for helping me so much. later that day ((7th period)) i was in his class and i had to act like i was the infamous Mary Wolstonecraft, or whatever the hell her name was, and if you know as much history as i do, you would have no clue who she was. after reading a shitload of stuff about her, i came to find out that she was indeed a hooker...and unfortunately im not kidding at all. thats right, i had to be a hooker, and hopefully it was a coincidence.
--this week i had to let out my neighboors dogs and take care of their cat...and on thursday, after the game, i realized that i forgot to do it, and it was like, 8:30 and so i ran over there, in my cheerleading uniform, and it was dark outside, and so i did everything that i needed to do, and i went to go out the front door to go home, and the f ucking cat ran out the front door!! so i screamed "SHIT!" soo loud and the little son of a bitch only took two steps before i grabbed it by its tail and threw it in the door as it hissed at me. i was pissed as hell. i slammed the door shut, locked it and ran to my house...on the way back, you can predict exactly what happened, and its so natural for me, that its pretty much become a daily thing. i was running across the street, and being the idiot that i am, i forgot to step OVER the curb, and so i tripped over it, and it sent me flying through the air, and im not even kidding, i was airborne for a second, and i fell into a tree! how random is that? so i flew into it, and landed in the flowers and mulch and i just layed there for a second, staring at the stars. i really should be checked out by someone to see if anything is wrong with me and my tripping habits...so i got up, all mulch covered and i brushed myself off and i ran inside, ohh geez! *rolls eyes*
>>we just got new neighboors in on my court, and my sister and i see this hot guy in a black mustang speed past our house when we were leaving and were in her car, and so my sister gives him a little honk and a wink and we started laughing. well, it wasnt so funny once my sister and i found out that this was no teenage guy. he was most definetly a hot young-dad. now we're totally freaked out and try to avoid him at all costs. :\
~~so me and jamal have been talking a lot lately and i keep getting IM's from the cutest girl ive ever seen! addi! shes adorable! shes going to homecoming with brennan! theyre soo cuteee! :D
well, i only have one more thing to write about, then im done because i know reading my livejournal can get boring...
...my mom and i went to polaris lastnight ((saturday)) because im really cool and i hang out with my mom on saturday nights. and i definetly had nothing better to do since my friends all went to brian cheap's house and i wasnt invited! sweet!! i was walking around in my taking back sunday shirt, jeans and black flip flops with my hair down and no makeup..i know, it was extremely sexy! and it was embarassing since there were a lot of hot guys there! i was walking through the "food hall" as they call it there, and i saw this extremely hot guy look at me and wink! and i was sooo excited because i noticed him starting to walk toward me-- "JILL!!" *waves and claps hands* "OVER HERE SWEETHEART!!" OMFG!!!! my mom called my name and waved and everything RIGHT when this guy was about to talk to me! UGHHH!! so i was thinking about ignoring her, but i couldnt :( *sigh* there was no way out of it...so the guy saw me walk toward her, and he walked away and said nothing..god damn ittt! so i didnt get anything until i went into sam goody and i bought the cure's self-titled cd! its pretty shitty as of now, but oh well i guess!
<3 love youu!
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*sigh* its 10:00ish on monday, september the 27th. im tired as shit and i still have homework, awesome!
it has come to my attention that my livejournal has become the talk of the town by many people, and if i dont update daily, i get my ass kicked by either, torie, maggie king, or brennan...well, all i can say is that i am flattered that my life is so intriging to all of my daily readers. aww yeyuh.
it seems as if i must, against my will, write about my arabian pimp in here (jamal)--lately hes been like, the only one i talk to online because im cool like that. we stayed up til like, 12:00 am lastnight talking b/c we were bored, i really dont have much more to say about him, other than hes the coolest palestinian i have ever met, well, probably the only palestinian i have ever met, yeah...
scioto's homecoming is in less than two weeks and im sooo excited, i cant wait for rob to see my dress! its amazing! me and maggie were talking about it in i2p and i was describing it to her and she said that she had the exact same dress, but in black! pretty weird--however, me and rob havent been having the best time the past couple of days. we havent really talked much and tonight seemed to upset me more than ever, but since no one really cares about that, ill get on with the good stuff...
back on to when me and maggie were talking in i2p... ohh geez, do i love her, me and maggie can relate, man! tor just sits there, shaking her head at me, trying not to laugh. thanks tor! i love you! so me, maggie, and tor always have these in-depth conversations about me and my friends at scioto, and i always have stories to tell them, and today was definetly interesting, i can tell you that much! im really not sure how i manage to talk about them like, everyday the whole period, i never knew i had that much to say..hmm...so i keep trying to explain to them how amazingly hot these scioto guys are, but i really dont think they quite understand.
to be completely random, i was excited at the fact that sean schneider IMed me tonight! i definetly havent talked to him for like, 2 years! and for all of you that dont know, sean is my neighboor and his house is like, 3 feet from mine! I never see him around the 'hood either. weird...but then again, i never seen josh mcmullen, the matrkas, hanharts, woyteks, berbericks or the faulkenberrys. boy do i love my neighboors<3
well today in geometry, i was shocked to discover that vince herkender made out with ashley at homecoming! *gasp* vince, vince, vince! you little hoe! haha, so me and ashley ((a different ashley))were
sitting there, trying sooo hard not to laugh, but we werent laughing AT vince, just that he was turning red and the girl he made out with was in that class with us...haha! adorableee...
well, i definetly have nothing else to say, other than this, as exciting as my livejournal may make my life seem, its really not that amazing, i promise...
<3
((my other sn is xincineratethisx))
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well, i really hope that all of you had a f uckin blast at jerome's homecoming. i heard it was amazing. hmmm...really wishing i asked andy to hc on friday so that i wouldnt have just sat at home watching tv alone, wow. im still kind of mad at rob for not going with me, but theres really nothing i can do about it now. i miss him so much, and i havent really been talking to him much lately and i dont really think he cares about me anymore...
tonight i watched the lights go out in your house,
wondering how i could get so deep,
and you still get sleep,
in vain i blame my trembling on the cold air,
but i cant hide that i relied on you,
like yellow does on blue,
and you're my good feeling,
i'm kneeling inside a room, she paints me blue
and you are my reason for breathing
inside a room, she paints me blue again
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taking steps back through the words i should have said to you,
they all got lost, you went away,
well i feel sick and, you just dont care anymore,
hours to be with you, minutes of me and you,
and i cant feel this happening,
so tie my hands back,
and make me feel you coming down
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another lonely night in amsterdam,
the stars were coming out in waves,
and i miss my miss america from park hotel,
but im too stoned to call today,
when everything you wanted,
is hard to hide behind your lies,
and im locked in my hotel room,
turning over our goodbyes,
i will write this down for you,
so you can read it,
i will hold my breath for you,
till i cant feel it
you wont have to see me this way,
cause this way i'm okay,
oh love, im tangled up again,
oh love, when does this twisting end?
~wow i'm just now realizing what these songs describe...
<3
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i decided to write in this because even though i still have a shit load of homework to do, brennan will prolly call me and yell at me for not doing it.
today was definetly the worst day ever...i was talking to katelyn and she, kari, laura, brian, katie, connor, travis and i guess two other people, are all going out to dinner for homecoming, and im f uckin pissed b/c they definetly excluded me like im not their friends or anything at all...awesome! me and rob were supposed to go to jerome's homecoming but when we were talking online tonight, he asked me what we were doing this weekend and he said he didnt know that we were going afterall! so we're definetly not going to jerome's homecoming and i dont have a date, amazing.
today we played reynoldsburg and it was there, and we had to sit on a bus with all of the nasty football cleats and pads that smelled strongly of ass. so then i was rill tired and i just sat there, with all 10 cheerleading signs sitting on my lap b/c there was no room and then jaclyn was talking to us and we all heard a loud thud, then water gushing from somewhere, we looked down the isle of the bus and we all gasp to see tons of water pouring onto the floor of the bus because some stupid football player didnt put the lid on the water cooler and it spilled everywhere, all over the floor of the bus, down the stairs and everything. it was horrible, but we all started laughing b/c jaclyn tried to get it up before all of it came out, and she just pulled off the lid and made every bit of it come out, niceee! so we got there and i had the worst headache that ive ever had in my entire life and i could barely even see because of it. so i tumbled a few passes, but had to sit down b/c for some reason i felt like a was weightless and i couldnt feel my legs or my arms. i got really scared because it had never been that bad and i was worried i was like, gonna have to go to the hospital or something, idkk... so i sat out the 1st quarter and was able to go do the hello cheer and the rest of the game, however, the guys at reynoldsburg seem to be very interest in the seltic cheerleaders, i can tell you that much. some random guy flirted with claire and then me and alexa went to the bathroom like, 5 minutes later and this guy held out his hand to high five this fball player infront of me, and he held it out for me to hive five him, but i didnt know he actually wanted me to, so i just passed him without putting my hand out and then i hear "BITCH!" from behind me, so i turned around and that little f ucker called me a bitch for not shaking his damn hand, so i was about to laugh b/c he was this fat kid calling me a bitch for not giving him a high five...cool! then on the way back this guy comes up to alexa and goes "I'm single!!" and she just looked to the ground and kept walking, and i was laughing soo hard! like seriously, who says that? are you kidding? wow...
i am sooo excited for tomorrow because we get shortened periods because of the pep rally!! then all of the freshmen cheerleaders get to cheer the homecoming game against marietta! but i wish i could go to the scioto coffman game tomorrow! it sucks, b/c i wanted to go sooo bad! :(
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now that i think about it, tomorrow is september 20th and we've already been in school for 3 weeks. homecoming...oh shit, it seems as if i have no date for jerome's homecoming because rob says he cant go to ours :( and im not really sure who i want to go with. however i do have someone in mind that i might ask, but he definetly wouldnt see it coming.
im so excited for sciotos homecoming b/c im going with rob! it should be amazing, but me and tess (rob's sister) went shopping for dresses yesterday and i found the cutest dark red, strapless dress, but it was $190.00 and my parents wouldnt let me get it. so we definetly went there for nothing. but we went to hot topic after that and i got a coheed and cambria shirt, ohh yess!
this entry should be pretty short b/c i dont really have much to say, but oh well i guess
lastnight i babysat for these people that used to be our neighboors and their kids are a nightmare...so we were just sitting in the basement, watching tv because i was tired as hell and i was all stretched out on their couch and i closed my eyes for a second, and this little girl smacks my ass sooo hard i didnt even know what hit me, and so i turned over and i was like "WHAT DO YOU THINK YOURE DOING?!" after scaring the shit out of her, all she said was "stand up." and i said "why??" and she goes "because i want to see how big your butt is!" what the hell...
so later on we were upstairs and they jumped on me, pulling my hair and clawing at my back so they could get a piggy back ride...needless to say, not only was i bleeding, but i was missing some hair as well. thank god i get paid to do this...
they were eating their pizza and pop and one thing that i learned from that, was never let a 5 year old have a whole can of mountain dew, ohh shit...they were crazy, knocking over stuff, jumping on me and running away from me and locking themselves in their bedrooms, it was so classic. when it was time for bed, i had to read this kid a whole, 32 page book of "goofy's knock knock jokes and riddles" and if i didnt finish, he would yell at me, so i sped through, turned on his buzz lightyear tape and turned off the light and got the hell out of there. after struggling to get them to bed for 20 minutes, i was walking down the stairs soo tired and if you know me well enough, you can pretty much guess what happened next...i tripped and fell down half of them and landed on one of those platforms that separate the stairs into two parts, so i flew into the corner, hitting my head on the wall and i was all curled up in a ball, laughing my ass off, trying not to wake them up...all i could think about was what rob would be thinking if he saw me fall, hed prolly yell at me because i always trip...ohh hell, im so f uckin stupid, even when im not with my friends, i still laugh way too much...
~i just got a new sn its xincineratethisx
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i love how everyday this week, ive had soo much homework, and i go to bed at like, 1:30...and i bet you didnt know i wake up at 5:00 am :D awesome~! so ive been talking to brennan on the phone at night, and a few nights ago it was like 12:30 and i was the only one up and it was pitch black in my house...so i got offline and was going to lay in bed while i was on the phone with him. somehow we started talking about "Jack The Ripper" and he was telling me about how he would rape teenage girls and slit their throats and all this shit he made up off the top of his head and of course i didnt know it was all wasnt true. so then he started talking to me in this freaky rapist voice and he was starting to freak me out...so i told him to stop, and he didnt. i got really scared when he started saying shit like "im watching you" and "i can see through your blinds"...so i was very scared and then i told him to stop like, ten times, and he finally did. then he brought up the movie the ring...and if you know me well enough, you'd know that i was a sissy for scary movies and that anything will scare the hell out of me. he knew what he was doing and that it was scaring me really bad, but being the dick that brennan is, :) he wouldnt stop and so he brought up "Jack The Ripper" again, so i just sat there, yelling "no, brennan! stop! dont!!! stop!!!!!!" and all he could do was just repeat what he was saying..and so i sat in a ball, curled up on my bed, crying because i was so f uckin scared, then...
*me crying on the phone*
brennan: jill-- whoa, are you crying??
*silence*
brennan: hello??
me: dont do that again! im crying because im soo scared!
brennan: omg, shut the f uck up, rea!
~yes, he called me rea because i guess i get really scared like she does, hmmm...
to be completely random...i was just thinking, i love how everyday in intro to physics me maggie and torie talk about everyone i know at scioto and how today some interesting topics came up...puking was one of them, and boy do i have a story to tell ya, but ill put that in later. so the three of us went from talking about people at scioto to puking stories to stories about us tripping! wow...i love you two girls! after explaining my whole unfortunate incident with miss clachel, ((a.k.a. claire)), maggie was pleased to enlighten me with her story about blowing grapes out of her nose in italy...ohh yumm!
*~Rob~* hells yeah, i know youre jealous. :P
>>well, i am very excited for tomorrow because instead of babysitting, i get to see my baby. :D
~~so the other day at cheerleading, we had a water break, and claire walks up to me, and smiles while im drinking, clearly hinting to me that she wanted some of my water. being the loser that i am, i started chugging it on purpose and she goes "What are you doing??" in this hilarious voice, and so i completely shot water out of my nose, mouth and my eyes started watering a lot and i started choking and i couldnt breathe, so as like, 5 people gathered near me, i thought i was going to suffocate from not being able to breathe. i'm standing there, coughing up a lung and everyone starts laughing and claire is just takin cute, little, sweet sips of my water and laughing casually, while i suffocate. so i was trying to get help because since im such a loser, i was trying to get someone to help me breathe again. ohh yeahh...it was extremely attractive.
----i am sad to inform you that tomorrow may be the first time in my entire life, that i ride a school bus:( i know! i never thought i would have to, but i guess theres a first time for everything. however, it should be very interesting considering kayte and i are riding the same bus!! :D
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wowww..im still reading my last entry a million times because brennan is the funniest guy ive ever met in my life...
~friday night me and lindsay went to the scioto football game and me and tess planned to surprise rob by me showing up. so me and lindsay walked around for a while and found tianna, kelsey, courtney and christine! so we were talking and i saw brennan and rob walk down the stairs and i ran up to them and gave them a hug, and rob kind of pulled away b/c he didnt know it was me...so we talked for like, 2 minutes, then they went to get food. so me and lindsay hung out with rob and brennan on and off the rest of the night and i finally saw tess there and she introduced me to some of her friends and i met liam for the first time! i was so excited i hugged him, hes definetly the cutest kid ive ever seen. me, lindsay, tianna and kelsey were trying to find alex, but he was one of the waterboys for that game so we didnt talk to him. lindsay called his name when we were on the bleachers, he looked up at us and turned away..so i felt really bad, like he hated me or something. during the game, i looked over at brennan and saw this short, little girl run up to him and give him a huge hug..so i was thinking, wtf? wheres addi? but she turned around, and what do you know? its miss shannon mooney, my bestfriend! so i ran up to her, gave her a hug and we talked for a little bit. later on, i talked to brennan and i told him what happened with alex and i was scared to talk to him b/c he seemed so pissed he could scream at me infront of everyone. so i was like "omg brennan, what do i do? im so scared!" and his response was completely predictable "shut the f uck up! he wont do anything. omg."...thanks brennan! but after the game we met up with him for like, 2 seconds, but he didnt really have much to say, so he left. then my parents picked us up and took lindsay home...
~~yesterday i went to the OSU football game and we sat with the bakaletz's! so this disgusting old guy always sits infront of us and gives me a high-five when we get a touch down~wow...so that was fun...i told rob to come over at 7:30 and when my dad and i were in the car on the way back, i looked at the clock and it was already 6:45...and we still had like, 20 minutes left. so we got home at 7:05 and i had 25 minutes to get ready so i was like, freaking out, but it was okay b/c he didnt come until like, 7:40ish. so we just hung out and watched his lacrosse highlight video and it was awesome...he got like, 50 goals in it and i saw liam in it :D after rob left, he called me on the phone and we talked for a little bit and we were talking about homecoming and he says "speaking of homecoming..." and i my eyes got really wide and i raised my eyebrows..."would you want to go?" and being the idiot i am..i said "with you?", wow im such a dumbass, and he said "yeah, with me." and i got soo excited i didnt say anything at all then... "yes!!" so that definetly made my night..so now me and rob's sister, tess are planning to go dress shopping sometime this week and i cant waittt! i love the patridges!
<3love you!
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me: what does rob say about me to you?
brennan: he says he wants to f uck you, yeah, he wants to stick it in your ass.
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me: hey brennan, what year were you born?
brennan: 1978
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me: so brennan, hows your sick, disgusting dog, i mean, hows your dog?
brennan: youre a bitch. *talks to dog* shes a meanie isnt she? yes she is, youre a meanie jill.
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me: cool voice brennan...
brennan: shut up, i hate you, faggott!
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brennan: did u ever eat dirt when u were a kid?
me: no...?
brennan: omgg youre missin out, dirts the shit, especially the dry crunchy stuff.
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me: its cool
brennan: no, its straight
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me : brennan, youre such a loser.
brennan: f uck you, hoe!
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* after a silence*
brennan: are you shitting me?
me:...no?
brennan: you f ucking nigger
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brennan: you told me my dog was hot.
me: no i didnt, your dog is sick!
brennan: f uck you hoe, i hate you, we're not bestfriends anymore
-- brennan is my bestfriend.
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sorry, i definetly havent updated this in like, 2 weeks, not that a lot of people actually read my livejournal or anything...on the first day of school, i was walking through the halls and some random lady was walking all pidgeon toed and bow-legged past me and there was a skinny little kid walking infront of her. she rolled her foot and definetly wiped out, taking down the kid with her...omg i could have peed my pants it was soo hilarious! her shoes flew off and her hair was in her face and she was a mess. and so she just layed there, moaning like an idiot. i just stood there staring at her not really knowing what to do...meanwhile, this little kid is still on the ground with his books everywhere, he gets up quickly, grabs his books, looks around and runs down the hall! i wasnt sure if i should help her up, or just walk by...so i waited until i heard this guy go "ohhh beth, are you okay??" and i definetly sprinted away laughing my ass off.
//two night ago, i went to the mall with my mom and the power was out in every single store but the department stores :/ so i was mad because i couldnt really get anything...then i sat in a chair, waiting for my mom to meet me outside of express and i was just calling random people on my cell phone to make myself look cool...and i called jen to see what she was up to, and she had a band party at her house that day, so she had laura, katelyn, foustie, connor and travis over! i talked to like, 4 people on and off on the phone and connor didnt remember who i was, even though we have english together! jen invited me over and i got my mom to take me and so when i got there, connor finally remembered who i was and we all went near the pool and a few of them tried to push me in, but im too fat for them, so they were unable to do so...then connor being the really cool kid that he is, jumped in the pool with a blow up toy while katelyn and jen took pictures of him...wowww...so then when i was ganged up on by travis, foustie and connor...and i was pushed in the pool :/...soo yahhh...i definetly had no suit on, but jens extra small soffes and tank top, and i was pissed because my hair and makeup were all f ucked up and i looked like such a loser. we all were in jen's room and my "ghetto booty" as jen calls it, was being made fun of and everyone, however i happen to like being fat, thank you very much! so i tried to hide it for a while, and then there was nothing i could do to stop them from looking :/ oh well i guess...then connor and travis were looking at all of my very disgusting pictures that jen had posted all around her room, too bad travis is too tall and held it above his head, so i could reach it, and then i got mad because they saw the infamous picture of me, at kings island in may, wearing my incredibly sexy hot orange poncho...awww yeyuh. ;)
~lastnight jen and i went to the mall and we saw halle and blake and walked around with them for a while and i was extremely pissed off because hot topic was out of 'something corporate' t-shirts...ughhh, we looked at covers for my cell phone at this stand and i got even more pissed because hannah got a cute see-through pink one and they didnt have any more...then me and jen ate at the food court and saw keat sebas, nick hollern and matt organiscak there too! but i tried to avoid them because i was looking extremely ugly. the four of us went to limited too and got pictures taken in that picture booth because we're incredibly cool...then we went to fye and claires and just looked around.
--jan took us home at 5:30 because my mom is really cool and insisted that i eat dinner with my family :D then my mom took me to jens and we got online and then we went to get into her pool and there was the most disgusting spider i have ever seen in my life just sitting beside the pool and i screamed bloody murder when i saw it and jen had to use this blow up toy to get it to go away...so then we finally got in and jen turned on ashlee simpson outside and we listened to it while we swam!! later on that night, i wanted to take a 15 minute nap before alex was supposed to call me back, but he forgot :/ so i was awoken from my nap by a distinct ringer on my phone...noticing right away that it was brennan calling me, i took the phone from jen and i was soo excited to talk to him cus we hadnt talked on the phone forever!! me and jen put him on speaker and talked to him for like, 2 hours and i am just now realizing that brennan is the funniest guy ive ever met in my entire life. every 2 minutes me and jen were laughing soo hard because of everything he was saying. and now jen is completely jealous of me because brennan and i are "tight like whoa", for lack of a better term.
>> so when me and jen were online, i got an unexpected IM from Liam Patridge...hells yeah! i was soo excited i actually yelled "yeahh liammm!" when i saw the IM and so me and jen talked to him for a while and hes the most adorable kid ive ever talked to! he talked to us about bands he likes and what he looks like and everything, hes definetly exactly like his big brother :P...and so he told me some of the stuff rob told him about meeee! :D i was sooo excitedd!! aww i love you liam!!
<3 love youuuu!
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today we had our first fball game at jerome and alex, brennan, rob and some other guys came to watch, so during half time me, jen, katelyn and kari said hey to them and we talked to alex! after that, i went back to the track and i love how baumann points out how shitty my motions are infront of everyone..awesome! and she had already pissed me off before because she said i absolutely HAD to cut off my ankle bracelet that i got in destin..i was soo pissed i could have screamed. ughhh...after the game we went into the locker room and she announced to us that shes having a baby...cool!!!! because i seriously wanted to know that shed been having sex with eric. yeah! as you can tell, i was in the worst mood..and then baumann says something else that made everything even worse..."jill, grab those signs and put them away, do u think u can just throw them on the ground?"...OMFG, i dont even think im allowed to write what i was thinking...
then i got home and my parents went out to eat, and my sister was working...so i was home alone! crank up something corporate and dance to the songs? i think so. i did that for like, 10 minutes, then rob called me! so we talked for a little bit and we got off
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~oh yeah-- and my nails definetly are NOT "psychoticly long", thank you very much...so you know, dont be a bitch or anything....
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I can't imagine all the people that you know
And the places that you go
When the lights are turned down low
And I don't understand
All the things you've seen
But I'm slipping in between
You and your big... dreams
it's always you and my big dreams
And you tell me
That it's over
But i can't stand here in a patch of four leaf clover
And your restless
And I'm naked
You've got to get out
You can't stand to see me shaking
no, would you let me go, i didnt think so
and you don't want to be here in the future
So you say
the present's just a pleasant
Interruption to the past
And you don't want to look much closer
'Cause you're afraid to find out all the hope
That you had sent into the sky by now had... crashed
and it did because of me
And then you bring me home
Afraid to find out that you're alone, no
And I'm sleeping in your living room
But we don't have much room
To live
And I had dreams that i would learn to play guitar
Maybe cross the country
Become a rockstar
And there was hope in me
That I could take you there
But dam-it you're so young
But I don't think I care
and if I hurt you then i'm sorry
It's just this guilt has got the best of me
And then you bring me home
'Cause we both know what its like to be alone, no
And I'm dreaming in your living room
But we don't have much room
To live
Konstantine came walking down the stairs
Doesn't she look good
Standing in her underwear?
And i've been thinking, and i've thinking, no
But she's been drinking
And it doesn't get me anywhere
My Konstantine came walking down the stairs
And all that I could do
Was touch her long blond hair
And i was thinking, what i was thining ya know
we've been drinking and it doesn't get me anywhere
This is because I can spell konfusion with a K
It's hard to like it
It's to dying in anothers arms
and why i had to try it
It's to jimmy eat world
and those nights in my car
But this time i'm alone, and i don't see those stars
I'm not your star?
Isn't that what you said
what you thought this song meant
you thought this song meant
And if this is what it takes
just to lie in my mistakes
and live with what I did to you
And all the things i put you through
I always catch the clock it's 11:11
And now you want to talk
it's not hard to dream
You'll always be my Konstantine
They'll never hurt you like I do
No, They'll never hurt you like I do
No, No, No, No, No, No, No, No, No
This is to a girl who got into my head
with all these pretty things she did
Hey Baby, You know that you keep me up in bed
It's to a girl who got into my head
with all the f ucked up things I did
Hey Maybe Baby, You could keep me up in bed
My Konstantine
Spin Around me like a Dream
We played out on this movie screen
And i said, did you know I missed you
Did you know I missed you
Did you know I missed you
Did you know I missed you
Did You know i miss you
Did you know i miss you
Did you know i miss you
God, I miss you
And then you bring me home
And we'll go to sleep but this time not alone, no no,
And you'll kiss me in your living room, oh
And you see, no, that i've been missing in my Living room
Cause this is what i miss, what i miss
We don't have much room
I said, does anyboy need that room?
Because we all need a little more room
To live
My Konstantine
<3 i love you~
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